King MJ... przyznac sie kto sie popłakał ogladajac to...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6jZb5Tz8Fw http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/nomorejacko/ podpisujcie!

dnskajhdiuw, a czemu ma służyć? Nie zastanawiałam się nad tym, czy przeszkadza mi nazywanie MJ-a Jacko.

http://muzyka.interia.pl/raport/michael-jackson/news/koroner-jackson-byl-zdrowy,1376845,6257 gdyby Michael nie dostał tego leku zył by do dziś i miał sie świetnie :(

Właśnie ja też nie mogę tego przeboleć. Jak można było tak zrobić. W imię czego??? Pieniędzy, sławy, zazdrości, zemsty a może ze strachu? Tylko przed czym lub przed kim? Jakie to wszystko trudne i zagmatwane. Te reportaże, wywiady z rodziną i znajomymi MJ-a, nagrania z pogrzebu... i wiele innych i tym podobnych rzeczy, co one mają znaczyć? W jakim celu jest to robione? Po to, jak twierdzi rodzina, aby nie zapomnieć o nim, aby walczyć o to, o co On walczył i aby prawda o jego śmierci ujrzała światło dzienne? Nie wiem, im bardziej zastanawiam się nad całą sprawą, tym bardziej jestem rozbita. Kiedy już znajdę odpowiedź na jedno pytanie, zaskakuje mnie drugie. Sądzę, że większość tego co czytamy i oglądamy na różnych portalach jest "bogato przyozdobione". Wydaje mi się również, że ktoś bardzo stara się ukryć fakt zabójstwa Mj-a. A z moich prywatnych przemyśleń wyszło mi, że Michael mógł mieć w końcu własne zdanie, poddać się odwykowi i robić to co dla niego i jego rodziny byłoby najlepsze, a właśnie takie zachowanie mogło nie spodobać tym, którzy korzystali na jego braku własnej woli. I przyznam się do naiwnego pragnienia, że strasznie chciałabym aby kiedyś było prawdą, to o czym świat już nie mówi czyli Mj is alive. :-

Czy moja naiwność jest oznaką głupoty?

http://change.menelgame.pl/change_please/6081512/ będzie żył na wieki

ryczec mi sie normalnie chce !!

Ja od wczoraj mam doła. Na niczym nie mogę się skupić. Ale zaraz idę trochę popracować. Moluś Ty jako przyszła mama nie pozwól na zbyt gwałtowne zmiany nastroju.

Staram się ale czasem nie daje rady... Są dni , że słuchma go patrze i się sumiecham a czasem wystraczy kilka za zaśpiewanych przez niego słów doprowadza mnie do łez....:( mam dziś doła....wielkiego doła !!

Capitan eo, nie mysl tak... wedlug mnie jest jakis malutki promyk nadzieji podparty nie calkiem glupimi argumentami.michael nie byl az tak naiwny i nieporadny w sprawach zawodowych jak sie go przedstawia.pr

Ja nie myślę, że On był łamagą. Sadzę i wiem, że był bardzo inteligentnym człowiekiem, wręcz geniuszem, ale pod wpływem leków, które mógł brać i wcale o tym nie wiedzieć jego zachowanie i kontrola nad ciałem i umysłem na pewno były osłabione. Pewnego razu zorientował się co jest grane i postanowił z tym skończyć i właśnie to mogło się komuś nie spodobać.

Do Captain Eo: Słuchaj, tu nie chodzi o to, czy Tobie to przeszkadza, że nazywają go Jacko - przeszkadzało to samemu Michaelowi, więc, jeśli jesteś jego fanem, to powinieneś mówić Jackson, a NIE Jacko. JACKO to okropne przezwisko, które nadali mu nieprzychylni dziennikarze (przezywali go rymującym się określeniem wacko-jacko, czyli świr jacko, a później już tylko "jacko" - w domyśle "wacko"/świr). To go strasznie bolało - powinieneś zobaczyć jego wywiad z Barbarą Walters - tam wyraźnie prosi, żeby go tak nie nazywać!

Fanka Michaela, może faktycznie w poprzednim poście źle sprecyzowałam swoje określenie. Ale uważam, że fan wielkiej wiary nie powinien w chwili obecnej zajmować się takimi sprawami, aczkolwiek nie mówię, że nie popieram tej petycji. W końcu chociaż po śmierci media mogłyby uszanować jego imię jeżeli w ogóle wiedzą co znaczy szacunek?! Jak najbardziej wpiszę się tam. Jednak w chwili obecnej bardziej zależy mi na tym, aby zagadka jego śmierci i wszystkie nie pewne i nie potwierdzone sprawy zostały wyjaśnione, a media i świry na całym świecie, wypisujący bzdury na różnych portalach dały mu wreszcie odpocząć.

Zapomniałam o tym forum. Tu na pierwszej stronie jest zaledwie kilka zdjęć z Wrocławskiego lotniska, na którym byłam aby zobaczyć Michaela w 1996r. Niesamowite, kiedy twój idol jest tak blisko ciebie:-) Pamiętam, że musiałam wtedy urwać się z praktyk i ochrona ściągała mnie z ogrodzenia, ale warto było. http://www.forum.mjpolishteam.pl/viewtopic.php?t=1303&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0&sid=f6e462a84885e637149b263f853d3c06

Capitan Eo, żebyś Ty wiedziała jak mieszają go z błotem w amerykańskich brukowcach... :O

ale Ci zazdroszczę... ja miałam wtedy zaledwie 12lat i nie miałam możliwości pojechać do Warszawy

czy do Wrocławia to jak przedstawiają Michaela w programie "Insider" przekracza wszelkie granice:(

2 FANKI MICHAELA, KTÓRE W OSTATNIM CZASIE KONTAKTOWAŁY SIĘ Z NIM, ROZMAWIAŁY Z NIM PO PRÓBACH, NAPISAŁY SWOJE WSPOMNIENIA NA FACEBOOKU. 1.MARIKA P. "What I witnessed in June" Hello everyone, I know some of you won't like what I have to say, but I need to tell my experience so you can all understand. Some of you may have heard about an email I sent on June 21st. It has ben posted on forums without my consent, and people trashed me, saying I was a liar, was looking for fame (??) and more… This is why I sent it: I, with, two other friends, met MJ in his car on March 19th. We talked about AEG, how he was furious with them, wanting to make money, selling tickets vio Viagogo. He said "I hate to hear stories like that!" Me and my friend saw a very frail Michael. He had large orange pants. But as he was in the back seat and us, sitting in the front seat, he had his legs between ours. We could see what his leg was really looking like. He was so skinny. Michael couldn't stop apologizing for the way he looked: "I'm sorry you have to see me like that, Im so sorry!" He was hiding his face in his hands when saying this. Anyway, we were a little bit concerned, but thought: Ok, he has 3 months until the shows in London, so he may be working with someone… 3 months later, me and my friend went back to Carolwood, and we witnessed Michael being under influences. But what was weird, is that it was AFTER rehearsals, and not only after Dr Klein's visit. So whatever they were giving to him, he was given (or took himself) at the rehearsals. That night, Michael had memory loss. He was completly high, as if he was talking in his sleep. If WE SAW that, don't tell me people around him, talking to him 10 hours a day couldn't see it. Few days later, Michael invited me and my friend on the set of the Dome project. My friend had made a jacket for him. He was wearing a Red Balamin jacket, you can see it in the trailer. My friend gave him her jacket and Michael took it to try it. He took off his own jacket. he was wearing white tight pants and a white tight shirt. For the first time, we realized how much weight he did loose. I couldnt have wear his jacket. He really was skinny. And NOT THIN. The jacket was of course too big for him. But he was happy and said: Oh how do you know my size?! Well… take a woman size and it fits. He kept it. You saw a picture of him wearing it. Dated June 11th. Of course, you can't really tell by the picture.. But he could close this jacket behind his back literally. this is why me and my friend sent this email on June 21st. To share our concerns on his health. I am not saying Michael was dying from a disease. I am not saying Michael was killed I am not saying I Know the Truth I am just saying that WE, fans, felt that MJ could be in danger. I am just saying that WE, fans, saw how much weight Michael lost. I am just saying that WE, fans, could see he was under influences. I am just saying that MICHAEL told the fans he was under a lot of pressure, couldn't eat or sleep. I am now just asking why they, MJ's ENTOURAGE, keep saying that Michael was in great shape, when anyone else, not working for him, could see he was not? I am just asking why, just today (2 days after this page is online), A PRESS RELEASE leaked Michael's autopsy saying his weight was 136lbs (even if this is not a lot), with the title "Michael Jackson was healthy" linking everywhere suddenly. the autopsy reports were not supposed to come out before the end of the investigation. Someone is getting scared? I am not saying Michael was killed I am not saying Michael was sick. I am just saying to some people: STOP LYING TO US STOP TAKING US FOR FOOLS We saw in what shape Michael was He told us he was NOT feeling good. Stop lying. We already lost him. Have the guts to admitt the truth and say: Yes, maybe Michael needed help we didnt provide him. We should have put more breaks between the shows, just to make him feel less nervous. We are not saying those people killed him. But by listening to someone's problem and anxiety, they could have make him feel more relax, he could have eat, sleep better and wouldnt have asked for Propofol. Therefore, he would still be here. Thank you. MJ with my friend jacket The dome Project / Culver Studio June 11th 2009 This is the email I sentto MJ fans and Michael's entourage if you wanna read it: Marika Prochet 21 juin, à 15:21 Dear closest MJ fans, This is an important message. Some of you are going to hate it. Others will start thinking. As you may know, few days ago, me and Moon got the luck to be invited on the set of Michael's shooting. Michael was wearing white pants. Real tights. And a white shirt. Real tight. As you all know, Michael has been really skinny since the trial. We all talk together and we always say: he is scary skinny. some of us told him he should eat. But what Moon and I saw last week horrifed us. He is not scary skinny. He is a skeleton. I saw his back, and wanted to throw up. I never felt a shock like this. And I already knew he was skinny. But this clothes… it was as if he was naked. I was ashamed. I got out of the set. And what did I told the fans? "Oh god he is so skinny!" And then, what did I say? "Oh it was great! yeahhh! I saw Michael on the set! yeah!!!" I had the same reaction I had since the trial. He is now more than skinny. He is a skeleton. But I can do nothing so let's talk about something else! About how happy I was to meet him. But to be honnest, I, since this day, feel weird. Like a guilty sensation. I feel that I witnessed reality. For once, he didnt had a coat on, a big shirt, big trousers. For once, I saw the reality of his situation. I feel like I already knew but didnt want to accept it. Honestly, I think I was like everyone of you. We are worried for 5 minutes but then, the only thing we can think about is: I want to see Michael, I want to get a hug, I want to say I love you… I think about myself and my happiness. But I started to wonder: Michael rehearse everyday, he is surronded by 200 people, that work with him everyday. But who are those people? Dancers that are living their dream, Kenny Ortega who is producing his best show ever, technicians, Michael security, Michael Bush.. and KAren Faye. No family, no friends, no one. Karen is the only one to have love for Michael. So I mailed her. I wanted to know if people were blind or doing nothing? Here is her answer: Hi Marika, I know. I am doing everything humanly possible…your heart and mine are in the same place. Please keep this private for his sake. Love, Karen Shanti, Shanti, Shanti When I read that, I realized I was right. She is doing something. But what can she do? As we all know, Michael listen to no one. He does whatever he wants. And if you know a litlle bit about anorexy, you know that if you tell them to eat, it's completly useless. So Karen may tell him to eat. He won't. People in his situation need a shock to start doing something. So here is my question to all of you: We all love Michael really much. We all want to see his shows. We all think about how we will be first row. About how we will get more tickets. About how we will meet him more than the others fans. About getting a picture with him. About not hurting him. How will you do all of these things if during the third concert he faints on stage, and if his heart stops during his way to the hospital? How will you feel when you will talk with others fans and will say: We knew he was too skinny to perform 50 shows. We knew he stopped eating during the trial and reheare 10 hours per day for us. How will you feel when you will say: people said he was doing fine but they lied. We saw he was a skeleton. Will you feel guilty? Will you be able to sleep at night thinking you knew it and did nothing? Some of you are going to say: "He has doctors with him" "They wouldnt let him dance if he was not healthy" "I don't want to do something, it would hurt him" Well let me tell you this: If he had doctors with him, he would have gained weight. No one saw Lou Ferrigno somewhere around rehearsals or Michael's house. On the set, I watched people around Michael. Everyone was avoiding Michael, looking somewhere else. They were all working on their video. Too many money involved. You dont want to be fired because you told Michael Jackson to eat. You all know Michael's employees will never take the risk to lose their job. They dont love Michael this much. And for those who have been to Carolwood, you all know that Michael is completly alone there. If you get this email, it means you are part of the MJ's fans who know that Michael is not Peter Pan, Michael is not 100% perfect, and that at this day, we are the only ones left who love Michael enough to try to make a difference. We all saw Michael at his worst, and we all see him still alive. But just think 5 minutes that this skeleton that Michael has become is going to perform 2 hours every night during 3 months. Will you be able to do it? Models die at 18 from anorexia because their heart stop. And they just walk on a catwalk. Michael is 51. He dances 10 hours per day. And is going to dance 2 hours every night during 3 months. Do you think he will be ok? Now that you know, are you going to do something or are you going to fight with other fans to get the best meeting with him? Please, let's think about the best solution to help him realize. He needs to be shocked by us. We need to make him react. And unfortunalty, we may have to hurt his feelings somehow. But if he stays alive, isnt it worth it?"

2. SANDY S. "Dear fans and friends, and those who deserve the truth… I have decided to share some letters that I wrote prior to Michael’s death, and the last letter that I wrote to Michael that was given to him just before rehearsal the night before he passed. I choose to do this in support of the This Is Not It campaign, and because I believe Michael would have wanted us to speak his truth now that he is gone, in the same way he always asked us to do through all this years against the allegations, Mottolla-Sony, etc. This is of course very sad and difficult and not something I ever expected to share so publicly, but now that Michael has passed I feel it is more important to inform and support the TRUTH against the blatant lies and attempted cover-up by those around Michael in his last months. I also feel the need to defend against those that are saying the “followers” are only speaking out after the fact now that Michael is gone. This is not true and we tried our best as far as we were capable “only” being fans. Everything that we are claiming and speaking is truth, and is based on words from MICHAEL HIMSELF, what we ACTUALLY WITNESSED in the months before he passed, along with what we also witnessed about Michael’s “friends” and “doctors” over the past two decades of “following” Michael. First, an email that I wrote on June 21st, four days before Michael passed. I sent this email to Karen Faye (Michael’s makeup artist) and Michael Bush (Michael’s tailor) who I knew to be around Michael almost daily in the weeks prior to his death and the only members of his entourage I considered trustworthy and true friends to Michael. I had met Michael, spoken with him, and witnessed his condition over 2 weeks time in Los Angeles at the end of May and beginning of June. I left Los Angeles with an uneasy feeling, particularly about Michael’s obvious weight loss. Subject Line: Please look after Michael-INTERVENE PLEASE-something is wrong, I saw it. """"""Karen, Michael... There is something that has been worrying me for several months now. I think there is something wrong with Michael and his health or his self-image about his weight and I am really worried. I have been afraid to say anything to anyone because it's probably not really my place to talk about something so personal concerning Michael, and talking about it amongst fans can make you an outcast because it is regarded as criticising Michael. But I want to know if he is alright. I also want to know if he is not alright that someone is intervening and doing something about it. There are always new people around Michael and as has always been obvious they do not always have his best interest at heart because of their own interests, but I expect that you really care about Michael in a way that you would perhaps cross a line that others might not if you saw that he is somehow hurting himself. It is painfully obvious that Michael is TOO THIN. I know that Michael's weight fluctuates, and he is often mostly too thin anyways, but NOW he is REALLY TOO THIN. I first noticed back in October that his weight was really plummeting. I spent a couple hours with Michael in his Bel Air suite at Halloween, and it really struck me how thin he was even back then. When we hugged I felt there was literally nothing to him. I told him to please take care of himself and stay healthy and that he looked good-I was trying to make a point that he doesn't need to lose more, that he looks good already, to stop now. Naturally this embarassed him and he mostly just smiled and said thank you without knowing what to say. I also wrote him a letter about it, which he read but only replied again saying thank you. Michael told me back then that he was preparing a tour and so I thought perhaps it is normal for him to slim down in preparation. I expected that he would become very weight-conscious. But now it seems he has gone TOO FAR. I met him inside the dance rehearsal studio a couple weeks ago and I was honestly SHOCKED. I noticed how the bones of his shoulders were LITERALLY protruding, poking through the material of his black fitted top. He was SCARY SKINNY. When we hugged I felt his skeleton. I felt very worried and very sad for him. He was also looking very down and stressed and his demeanor and voice were very frail. HE ACTUALLY SAID he was stressed and worried how he will be able to do all 50 shows, that he does not eat enough, and he does not have enough breaks between shows. Clearly the situation is too much for him, it is making him SICK...whether it is self-imposed because he is not eating or something else. DOES NO ONE ELSE AROUND HIM EVERYDAY SEE THIS??? Karen do you see this? Do you say anything to him? Michael do you see this when you go over wardrobe? Do you say anything to him? PLEASE INTERVENE AND HELP. I really think he is to the point where something bad and regrettable could happen to him. I don't mean to suggest that you are responsible for him but AS A FRIEND AND ONE OF THE VERY FEW CONSISTENT PEOPLE around him that I think TRULY CARES about him, please risk saying something to him if you have not already. Michael Amir, Alberto and Faheem have begun to restrict access to Michael and I'm now no longer allowed to even give a letter into his hands without them reading it first. They have many excuses that Michael is tired or in tour mode now or it's for his safety. This is ridiculous after 15 years of seeing Michael, I don't expect to be treated this way as if I would somehow harm him. I may be “just a fan” but I have been there for Michael for a really long time before them and will surely be here after them and Michael needs to hear from his fans when it is clear he is distressed, and those on the inside aren’t always worried for him but probably more concerned for their jobs should they say something deemed inappropriate. THEY MUST SEE that Michael is wasting down to nothing, but I don't trust that they say or do anything. And shutting his fans out during this time is not what he needs. I see how alone Michael is, and heard from him how heavy he feels under the pressure. He has his children, but they are his responsibility to look after not the other way around, and so beyond his children his close friends are very few and far between. Everyone else around him in this time is focused on This Is It. I have seen in the past couple years that no one has really been around for him in Las Vegas, then Bel Air, now Los Angeles, no one who really cares for him as a friend and not just as a business. Except of course the two of you. If he is suffering from something serious, physically or mentally, regarding his weight or health, please intervene. Please let me know that he is alright. These concerts are not worth jeopardizing his life. I’m really in tears for him, for the state that I saw him in. If you’ve already said something to him, please give him this letter if you think he needs to hear it again from someone else. I'm sure whatever exactly is going on must be a fragile situation but please don't avoid it altogether. I'm so worried. Please tell me he is okay. Above that, please tell me the TRUTH. I love him. Please help him if he needs it. I wish I could do something, I feel helpless. Thank you for reading, Sandy"""""""""" Michael had invited us inside his rehearsal studio where he spoke very candidly about his fears and feelings about the tour schedule, AEG, and Randy Phillips. He also said he was suffering back pain, and he was not eating, which was already obvious to us. He was nearly in tears as he spoke, and folded his hands in prayer during a moment of silence. We left this meeting feeling very disturbed and worried for Michael, and continued to witness him over the next couple weeks losing yet more weight and sometimes in a drug-induced state. The group of “followers” decided that we needed to take decisive action and reach Michael directly about our worries. Michael was deteriorating quickly and our shock and fears continued to grow every day, we couldn’t rely on his entourage to care for his well-being, because they were clearly not, nor would they take our concerns seriously. We decided to write letters to Michael himself, each of us wrote a letter individually, but all had the same sentiment about our fears over Michael’s condition, pleading for him to take better care of himself, to love himself, and put himself before the tour. The letters were given directly into Michael’s hands outside his rehearsal studio the night before he passed away. Michael tried to phone Talitha (one of the fans who actually gave the letters and Michael knew very well) several times from the Staples Center, but the call kept dropping and we will never know what he wanted to say. Michael’s personal assistant, Michael Amir, told me in Los Angeles when I went back for Michael’s memorial that Michael asked for the letters upon returning home after rehearsal, and he took them to Michael in his bedroom. Michael would be gone in less than 8 hours. So sadly, this is my last letter to Michael, written June 22nd and given to Michael night of June 24th. I share this for those who are attempting to blame those of us who actually tried to be heard. You are accusing the wrong people of doing nothing. Your attention should be turned towards AEG, Randy Phillips, Frank Dileo who claimed outright that everything was “under control” and “Michael is not going to die.” """""""Dearest Michael, I’m not exactly sure how to begin what I need to say to you, but please understand everything I say comes only from a place of overwhelming love and care for your happiness and health. I love you so very much; much much much more than I could ever hope to adequately express to you. In the past several months I have become very worried that you are not caring for yourself as you deserve to be cared for. I have noticed you becoming increasingly thin, and you are now so thin that I’m really concerned about your well-being. I can only imagine the paralyzing degree of pressure you must be feeling lately in preparation for you concerts, and I can only assume your drastic weight loss is a symptom of the stress you feel so heavily upon you in these recent months. Michael, I just pray that you know I will still love and adore and support you even if you were to never set your precious feet upon another stage. You have stood proud against more stress and pressures in your life than is fair for one person to ever endure, and you have always done it with grace, humility, honor. For this I have admired you, with your seemingly superhuman strength and incredible willpower to carry though the deepest and darkest of times. But dearest Michael, I know you are human and must often feel tired, lost or lonely, overwhelmed, tiny in the shadow of enormous obligations. I can only imagine you must be feeling the weight of the world upon your shoulders in these couple remaining weeks until your opening night. I am worried that your intense schedule and perhaps your own worries about pleasing your fans, and stunning the world again with your greatness, is causing you to forgo food and lose weight you can no longer afford to lose. I hope and pray that your concerts are everything amazingly fantastic that you have dared to dream. I know you have been working incredibly hard, incredibly long hours and want nothing more for you to be happy with the fruits of your labor. However, I pray that you are not laboring so hard that you are neglecting your health and not eating as necessary to nourish your body, mind, and spirit during what is undoubtedly an immensely stressful time. Michael, when I met you several months ago at Halloween I was taken aback at how thin you were. But you had told me you were beginning to prepare a tour, and so I assumed perhaps your slight frame was the result of preparation. At that time you spoke about the concerts with a sparkle of anticipation in your voice, a spirit of exuberance, a light in your eyes like I had not seen for years. I was happy that you were happy. But now seeing you again in Los Angeles these past several weeks I am concerned your spirit seems broken, and your weight has fallen further. When I met you in the dance studio I was shocked at how thin you have become, when we hugged I felt there was not enough of you. If the concerts have become too much, too many, too stressful, please know you are not alone and you could never ever disappoint us should you feel it impossible to carry through. If the concerts are somehow jeopardizing your health, your health and well-being absolutely must come first. We could not enjoy a concert knowing you were suffering through it. Please do not feel obligated to us to perform beyond your desire, beyond your capability. This is not to say I doubt you for even a second, but I’m only worried that your weight is drastically low and am afraid for your life as you are about to expend an incredible amount of energy over the coming months. I hope I haven’t offended you in any way with any of these words. I love you so much and I only dare to say what I have out of care and concern. You have seemed somewhat sad, overly stressed, and super skinny recently and I just want you to know that you are loved and I am praying for your health and happiness. I hope that you are actually perfectly alright and my worries are simply paranoia from having seen you on days when perhaps you weren’t feeling your best. Michael Amir, Alberto, and Faheem have begun restricting access to you more severely in recent weeks so it has not been easy to ask how you are doing and give our love and prayers. Please forgive us if we have upset you but we are worried. I’m so looking forward to seeing you again in London. I love you and ask that you please take care of yourself - for yourself, your children, your fans, your family, and all those the world over who love you deeply and dearly from the very bottom of our hearts. We want to love you for many more years to come. I Love You Always & Forever, Sandy """""""""""""" I am sure that he read it and now consider it my final goodbye to Michael. It is with complete confidence that I say Michael did not trust or like AEG/Randy Phillips, but he felt enslaved financially to their demands because of their role in re-financing his life. We saw Randy Phillips at Michael’s memorial and told him "we know the truth"...he denied that he ever went against Michael's wishes, but Michael told us the truth and naturally we believe Michael. We told Randy "you know that we know the truth"...he was visibly shocked and was without words. I hope he feels an immense amount of regret and guilt, along with anyone/everyone else involved in what I believe pushed Michael to an edge from which he eventually fell. We have known for many years that Michael was sometimes taking prescription drugs, that he endured phases of addictions over the past decade. The “followers” have witnessed this many times over the years, we have seen and spoken with Michael in altered states, and we have often felt concerned for him. It was not something we ever chose to post on forums or share publicly as it was a private matter for Michael, and we always chose not to jeopardize his privacy. However, those that SUPPLIED, ENABLED, USED, and NEGLECTED him over these years, especially in his last months, should take responsibility for their part in his death. Michael needed help, and instead his “friends” chose to keep him happy and controlled rather than getting him the help he desperately needed. Michael was human like all of us, and like anyone dependent on drugs he needed help. He did not need criminal doctors and friends keeping him medicated so their own greed and profits could be realized. We also now know many more details that have revealed themselves since Michael’s passing and have given us full confidence in what we know and saw and corroborates our own testimonies. Some have been promised confidential, but it is our hope that the This Is Not It campaign will encourage others to speak the TRUTH they also know. http://photos-b.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs275.snc1/10227_1236833444314_1333579991_30657425_5316101_a.jpg edit: The photo attached to this note was taken on May 29, 2009, 3 weeks before Michael passed. It is very evident he is very underweight, and he continued to lose weight even after this picture. It is most evident in his face, jaw and neck. You will also see in the This Is It movie that Michael was almost aways wearing THREE shirts AND a jacket to conceal his small frame in his last weeks. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=174623919847&ref=mf

SANDY- CZĘŚĆ DRUGA """Dearest Michael, I’m not exactly sure how to begin what I need to say to you, but please understand everything I say comes only from a place of overwhelming love and care for your happiness and health. I love you so very much; much much much more than I could ever hope to adequately express to you. In the past several months I have become very worried that you are not caring for yourself as you deserve to be cared for. I have noticed you becoming increasingly thin, and you are now so thin that I’m really concerned about your well-being. I can only imagine the paralyzing degree of pressure you must be feeling lately in preparation for you concerts, and I can only assume your drastic weight loss is a symptom of the stress you feel so heavily upon you in these recent months. Michael, I just pray that you know I will still love and adore and support you even if you were to never set your precious feet upon another stage. You have stood proud against more stress and pressures in your life than is fair for one person to ever endure, and you have always done it with grace, humility, honor. For this I have admired you, with your seemingly superhuman strength and incredible willpower to carry though the deepest and darkest of times. But dearest Michael, I know you are human and must often feel tired, lost or lonely, overwhelmed, tiny in the shadow of enormous obligations. I can only imagine you must be feeling the weight of the world upon your shoulders in these couple remaining weeks until your opening night. I am worried that your intense schedule and perhaps your own worries about pleasing your fans, and stunning the world again with your greatness, is causing you to forgo food and lose weight you can no longer afford to lose. I hope and pray that your concerts are everything amazingly fantastic that you have dared to dream. I know you have been working incredibly hard, incredibly long hours and want nothing more for you to be happy with the fruits of your labor. However, I pray that you are not laboring so hard that you are neglecting your health and not eating as necessary to nourish your body, mind, and spirit during what is undoubtedly an immensely stressful time. Michael, when I met you several months ago at Halloween I was taken aback at how thin you were. But you had told me you were beginning to prepare a tour, and so I assumed perhaps your slight frame was the result of preparation. At that time you spoke about the concerts with a sparkle of anticipation in your voice, a spirit of exuberance, a light in your eyes like I had not seen for years. I was happy that you were happy. But now seeing you again in Los Angeles these past several weeks I am concerned your spirit seems broken, and your weight has fallen further. When I met you in the dance studio I was shocked at how thin you have become, when we hugged I felt there was not enough of you. If the concerts have become too much, too many, too stressful, please know you are not alone and you could never ever disappoint us should you feel it impossible to carry through. If the concerts are somehow jeopardizing your health, your health and well-being absolutely must come first. We could not enjoy a concert knowing you were suffering through it. Please do not feel obligated to us to perform beyond your desire, beyond your capability. This is not to say I doubt you for even a second, but I’m only worried that your weight is drastically low and am afraid for your life as you are about to expend an incredible amount of energy over the coming months. I hope I haven’t offended you in any way with any of these words. I love you so much and I only dare to say what I have out of care and concern. You have seemed somewhat sad, overly stressed, and super skinny recently and I just want you to know that you are loved and I am praying for your health and happiness. I hope that you are actually perfectly alright and my worries are simply paranoia from having seen you on days when perhaps you weren’t feeling your best. Michael Amir, Alberto, and Faheem have begun restricting access to you more severely in recent weeks so it has not been easy to ask how you are doing and give our love and prayers. Please forgive us if we have upset you but we are worried. I’m so looking forward to seeing you again in London. I love you and ask that you please take care of yourself - for yourself, your children, your fans, your family, and all those the world over who love you deeply and dearly from the very bottom of our hearts. We want to love you for many more years to come. I Love You Always & Forever, Sandy """"" I am sure that he read it and now consider it my final goodbye to Michael. It is with complete confidence that I say Michael did not trust or like AEG/Randy Phillips, but he felt enslaved financially to their demands because of their role in re-financing his life. We saw Randy Phillips at Michael’s memorial and told him "we know the truth"...he denied that he ever went against Michael's wishes, but Michael told us the truth and naturally we believe Michael. We told Randy "you know that we know the truth"...he was visibly shocked and was without words. I hope he feels an immense amount of regret and guilt, along with anyone/everyone else involved in what I believe pushed Michael to an edge from which he eventually fell. We have known for many years that Michael was sometimes taking prescription drugs, that he endured phases of addictions over the past decade. The “followers” have witnessed this many times over the years, we have seen and spoken with Michael in altered states, and we have often felt concerned for him. It was not something we ever chose to post on forums or share publicly as it was a private matter for Michael, and we always chose not to jeopardize his privacy. However, those that SUPPLIED, ENABLED, USED, and NEGLECTED him over these years, especially in his last months, should take responsibility for their part in his death. Michael needed help, and instead his “friends” chose to keep him happy and controlled rather than getting him the help he desperately needed. Michael was human like all of us, and like anyone dependent on drugs he needed help. He did not need criminal doctors and friends keeping him medicated so their own greed and profits could be realized. We also now know many more details that have revealed themselves since Michael’s passing and have given us full confidence in what we know and saw and corroborates our own testimonies. Some have been promised confidential, but it is our hope that the This Is Not It campaign will encourage others to speak the TRUTH they also know. http://photos-b.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs275.snc1/10227_1236833444314_1333579991_30657425_5316101_a.jpg edit: The photo attached to this note was taken on May 29, 2009, 3 weeks before Michael passed. It is very evident he is very underweight, and he continued to lose weight even after this picture. It is most evident in his face, jaw and neck. You will also see in the This Is It movie that Michael was almost aways wearing THREE shirts AND a jacket to conceal his small frame in his last weeks." http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=174623919847&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=144941082069&id=100000312451918&ref=nf Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr banda palantów i skąd ten wczorajszy raport z sekcji wyciekł????? jakiś fake chyba... "The Associated Press reported Thursday that the news outlet had reviewed a copy of the Los Angeles County Coroner's autopsy report, and it revealed that Jackson was relatively healthy. ET contacted the Coroner's office, and they released the following statement, "No copies of the Coroner report have been released to anyone other than LAPD and the DA per their request." http://www.etonline.com/news/2009/10/79278/index.html

a może on nie wytrzymał i naprawdę uciekł przed tym wszystkim zanim by to go zabiło?:( 2tygodnie przed śmiercią skarżył się też na AEG i mówił że chciałby odwołać te koncerty, bo nie daje rady... może nie dało się tego załatwić i wybrał ucieczkę? wiem...pocieszam się:( współczuję tym dziewczynom. nie wyobrażam sobie sibie na ich miejscu. widziały to wszystko co się z nim dzieje, były tak blisko niego przez tyle czasu i chociaż chciały, to przecież nie mogły tak naprawdę pomóc... ja bym chyba sfiksowała gdybym była na ich miejscu i dowiedziała się,że on nie żyje. my nie mamy takich wspomnień, my go nie znałyśmy, my nie widziałyśmy bezsilne tego co się z nim tak naprawdę działo

http://www.allegro.pl/show_item.php?item=759492291

czescm przeczytałąm ostatnia strone myslałam, ze cos wiem i znów nic nie wiem jednak było z nim źle brak słów, by wyrazic zal, ze juz Go nie ma...

tez przeytałam,mam strasznego dola,chce mi sie płakać :(

o małżeństwie z LMP i jego samotności http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uW1I5HAIGRA&feature=sub

MARIKA BYŁA W FOREST LAWN... WIECIE, ŻE NIE MA TAM TABLICZKI Z JEGO NAZWISKIEM?:( "PLACE WITH NO NAME":( "Pour ceux qui se pose la question sur ce à a quoi ressemble l'endroit ou repose Michael, quelqu'un qui est allé lui rendre visite il y a 10 jours m'a détaillé l'endroit. Alors voila: Michael est donc dans une grande salle qui est tout en marbre blanc. Il y a un grand vitrail avec des anges et Jésus. Son cerceuil a en fait été placé dans un grand sarcophage blanc en marbre On y voit des adultes qui tiennent des enfants par la main. Dans la salle, il y a de la musique classique tout le temps. C'est très sécurisé, et il y a des gardes et des caméras. Sous le sarcophage de Michael, il y a des bouquets de fleurs offerts par les fans (Pour ceux qui se demandaient si le garde apportait bien les fleurs, c'est donc confirmé) C'est très calme, paisible. Par contre son nom ne figure nulle part."

Captain Eo - zgadzam się z tym co napisałaś, wyjaśnienie śmierci Michaela jest teraz najważniejsze. Przepraszam, że w poprzednim poście zrobiłam z Ciebie faceta ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKafXwO4T2k&feature=player_embedded#at=170 wzruszający tribute:(

"And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven. Like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together. One sweet day." !!!